Fall In Love With The Process
Today I recognise that life would be a joy in all it's messed up glory if I could ony fall in love with the process. This would help me is in so many ways. To live with joy. To paint with joy. To parent with joy. To be a wife with joy. To heal with joy. To be sober with joy. To eat clean with joy. To age with joy. Instead I had a couple of glasses of wine and chocolate with dairy in it last night and woke up foggy and achy, because it doesn't help the arthritis that I have been developing over the last 2 years. I'm only 42. Since I was 39 my body has been breaking. Over the hill indeed. If there ever was a time to fall in love with the process of it all, it would be now. I know things need to change. I can't keep adding to the pressure my body already has to heal. I know what I need to do, and it would be so much easier to do if I could do it joyfully with love in my heart, with a true desire to follow t...